1. Smile on Your Face - original version about a friend who commited suicide, I couldn't get the picture of his smile out of my head
2. Don't Bother - written after the first time a label guy told me they liked the music, but I needed to show more skin - ugh
3. Source - unreleased song
4. Fierce - newer version
5. Ryan - old song from What's with the Blue Hair? Lyrics written in the middle of the night after seeing Saving Private Ryan
6. Seasonal - live in Stockton, CA it was a trip to listen to this, because we do the song totally differently now
7. Regret (unreleased song) into Sick of Me - live in Stockton, CA
8. Stare Through Me (unreleased song) - live in Stockton, CA - the song fades out before it is over
9. Smile on Your Face - Ming Cheng's version previously released on a compilation cd that he put out recorded at Studio C in Stockton, CA
10. Swallow - about how everyone has unsolicited advice for how you need to change:)
11. Pulse - old song from What's With the Blue Hair? written about how I felt when I finally got the guts up to sing and play music in front of other people (its a long story, but I was afraid to for a long time) "I feel you moving all over me" is talking about sound moving over me and how happy it made me feel
12. 281 - Jesse's Remix
13. Smile On Your Face - Jesse's Remix
14. So Sorry - old song from What's With the Blue Hair? About my dad. . .classic dad wasn't around story that is unfortunatley so common these days
15. Jesse's Techno 1 - Give Jesse some software and he goes crazy
16. Jesse's Techno 2
17. Jesse's Techno 3
18. 7-11 Store - Tom Gordon recorded this without our knowledge when getting levels before a recording session. He told Jesse to "play everything", then told Suta to "play to this", then Casey "play to this". Finally, he asked me to sing over that mess! Jesse was the only one who new what was going on. Tom then played the track to us. . .it was pretty funny.
19. Crap - Another Tom Gordon creation. I was doing an overdub for a whisper part I do. I was zoning out, and forgot.
20. ortem - backward track of a cover we do sometimes - recorded live at Imirage Sound Labs in Reno, NV thanks to our friend Loren who donated some of his studio time. ortem was part of the For Loren project